Care-uh

Ugh. I feel like such a n00b right now. Why am I even feeling this stupid emotion? It’s not like he is my bf.. Or that we made a verbal agreement to only kiss each other.. And I know that I have a lot of male friends that like me and I only find a friendly love for them.. But why are all these pretty girls hitting on him? Maybe I’m just being stupid and insecure.. But what if my feeling isn’t just me being a foolish girl over thinking everything, maybe I just need to forget about this gorgeous man I met… Ugh.. Stupid brain. :/

Maybe I’m in love with the man I created for you in my head.

Officially addicted.

I want/need my hair cut… But I do not wanna look like a man. 

Sad face.

Do you ever get that feeling that you are far from good enough? That though you know you aren’t trying your hardest your are still trying and that doesn’t seem to be good enough.. You try and be happy and that doesn’t fucking work. This rant will be cut short.. gonna go game. 

I wanna lay in your arms and swallow your kisses. 

So wont you lay wif me tonight.